The title of this post was taken from the song I Will Not Bow by Breaking Benjamin.
We are almost at the two year anniversary of Mike's passing. I still get people who try to tell me how I'm supposed to be feeling or what I should be doing at this point in my life. People keep telling me I'm different or I need to be more like the old me. For awhile I tried to be more like who I used to be and then I realized that it simply wasn't who I was anymore. At this point in my life I am doing what is best for me and that looks nothing like the person I used to be...I'm more than okay with that.