The title of this post was taken from the song Let you Down by NF.
"That Feeling When You're Not Necessarily Sad, But You Just Feel Really Empty."
I have no idea who this quote is by but it perfectly describes how I'm feeling today. There have been some moments of intense anxiety today. I took Mason, Jaxon, and Blake to a little bookstore in Lexington. It's a quaint little place filled with books from floor to ceiling. The littles just wanted to run through the maze of books, but Mason methodically looked through them until he found several he wanted.
Jaxon and Blake
Tomorrow is the 14th. I don't want to be home tomorrow. I want to get in my car and just drive until I feel better. I know I can't out run what I'm feeling, but I want to try.